i was watching this video. i had to stop watching it. it was absolutely horrid. it was called "War School." these children were being taught to kill. one kid fell asleep during class. they were about to force a little girl to kill him. i couldn't watch. do places like that really exist? i hope not. that's so horrible.

now my life seems lovely. even though i'm lying in my bed doing nothing instead of doing what i should. lazy. let's see if i can do nothing until the dinner.