stupid molly.

i'm so tired. i'm lying in my bed with my laptop on my belly. my glasses are on. my hair is wet and messily braided. i have a lovely pimple on my face. so in conclusion, i look like crap currently and i also feel like it. or i could just feel tired.

but i should stop complaining because my life is so fantastic. i take it for granted every single day. i realize that though. but i just live my life and i count on everything being the same every single day. one of these days its not. one of these days something horrible's going to happen that completely changes my life. when that happens, then i'll fully realize what i had and how i never fully appreciated it. that day's going to suck.

i want to talk to abby. she must be sleeping because she never texted me back. or my phone's not working. i'm guessing she's asleep. josh isn't asleep though and he's not texting me. probably because i sent him a crap last text and doesn't know how to respond or doesn't want to respond. maybe he's doing something else or his phone died or whatever. probably not.

minutes seem to pass by so slowly. i should just go to sleep so i can get this day done with and move on to the next one. but i'm in for the long haul. i have my charger for both my laptop and phone. now i'm wondering if i should just send josh another text or not. or just go to sleep. abbbbbby, my mind isn't functioning, let me use yoursssss.

i just asked my itunes library what to do. i asked it what i should do and then "Ready" came on, then i asked if i should text josh now or not and "Love Drunk" came on. -_- I was hoping for a clear yes or no. Oh, Josh just texted me.

I'm just a bundle of emotions tonight. And so stupid. So so stupid.