it feels weird getting all dressed up to go to a funeral. i'm trying to figure out what looks good and what's appropriate. and the thing is, i do look good. i'm wearing a black skirt that i haven't worn before because i haven't had an occasion. now i do. but it still feels weird. i don't know. i think we're leaving soon. i'm the first one ready. we'll see how everyone else looks when they come downstairs.