feeling overwhelmed. i want to text josh. or even abby. but it's easter. and they're with family. and i'm sitting here trying to do homework while the rest of my family is playing games. and it's all my fault. and i'm feeling stressed and like crap. and i don't want to go to school tomorrow. and i'm so tempted to text someone but it's almost dinner. and ah. i don't know if i can do this. this sucks.