i miss Alania. hi Alania if you are reading this. cause i miss you. i wish we had never stopped being friends. too bad you picked Shannon over me. at least that is how i saw it. but honestly i don't really remember. i just miss you sometimes. i just watched a video that you posted to your boyfriend, who i found out about on facebook because i don't talk to you at all, yes i know creeper like but hey it's a distraction from homework. but anyways it reminded me of you. duh you were in it. but i miss you.

but if someone came up to me and said i had the chance to undo all the elementary school drama that happened, i'm not sure i would. yes i would love to still be friends with you. like a lot. but i learned a lot from that too. without that experience and loss of friends i'm not sure who i would be now. who would my friends be? would abby still be my friend? if the answer to that last question is, no abby wouldn't still be your friend but you would have alania i would have to say i would not want to undo anything. i would want abby over alania. especially knowing that alania left me once. abby has never left me. true i have known alania a lot longer.

why am i writing this blog. this is pointless. at least now alania after reading this whole thing you finally know why i had to get your permission to be in this book. at least i'm assuming i will have to get your permission. i have no idea. all i know is i want to get this book published. and i'm going to. OH! that reminds me of something insignificant and not worth mentioning. anyways let me wrap up talking to you alania because who knows if i will or not. hopefully my blog has been interesting enough that you will want to keep reading even though you already found where you come in. i don't think i have mentioned you before. maybe i just dropped your name or something. i don't remember. 2008? yeah can't remember. and i really like that song you did that dance thing to for your boyfriend. i believe it is called This is What Dreams Are Made Of by Hilary Duff from the Lizzie McGuire movie, one of the best movies ever. um. i think that is all i have to say to you. right now at least. who knows if i will ever address you in a blog.

it's 7:53. time for bed. what a great teenager i am. aren't i supposed to stay up till past midnight? yeah sorry but no.