why did i want to be president of my 4h club?

i wish i hadn't. i just don't want to deal with it. the secretary sent me the newsletter so i sent it out, i don't want to fix and add a bunch of stuff. i don't want to receive and email with a list of everything i did wrong. i don't want to bother. why? because i'm a lazy teenager. instead of doing productive things i want to sit on my lazy butt all day, do nothing, and worry about insignificant things. so fuck off, i'm not going to worry about you now Stephanie and now the newsletter isn't good enough. why didn't you email bella? why do i have to do everything? it's just so stupid. i wish i decided not to be president. i hope the stupid colleges appreciate it when i can put "president of 4H club" on my application.

any good mood i had today has just vanished and now i'm in no mood to start homework.