can everyone just tell me what they're thinking? and tell me the truth please? don't tell me part of the truth, don't lie to me, tell me everything.

can society stop telling me what i'm supposed to do? can i feel like i can do whatever i want without someone judging me and having to worry about the consequences?

can i just do whatever i want whenever i want without any guidelines? can i not be forced to do anything?

can my mood actually be a good one? can i stop feeling so confused? can i stop this wondering and guessing? can i stop being a nervous little awkward shy girl? can i figure this out all?

please.
please, please, please.