MOLLY IS GROWING AND BECOMING A BETTER PERSON.

yep. so today i got up in front of my whole junior class and talked to them. wait, did i really do that? wow i guess i did. yeah we had an assembly about classes we could take next year and our guidance counselor was like "hey Molly and Emily, do you want to come up and talk about the virtual class you're taking?" while the thing was going on. there was no warning or anything, just hey come on up. so i went and Emily went. and it was fine. i wasn't really nervous or freaked out. and i didn't care what everyone was thinking. i didn't care that Katherine was probably glaring at me because she didn't get it. i didn't care if people were thinking "wow she's weird" because i don't care one bit about them. and what makes me happy is that i can say that pretty confidently now. i couldn't say that truthfully a few years ago. a few years ago if i had to get up in front of everyone i would have freaked out. now it's not a big deal. seriously it wasn't a big deal, afterwards i just sat down and then went on with my day.

awww, Molly is becoming a big girl. look at her, not caring what other people think, and talking to a group of people. i'm pretty proud of myself you know. i sat next to Josh. yeah i didn't really talk to him but you know i'm getting there. and i know i am getting somewhere. my teenage years aren't going to complete waste because now i can get in front of my whole junior class and talk to them without shaking or freaking out. pretty good, i'd say.

so that's all i had to say. now i am going to see what classes i want to take next year so i can see that i definitely don't have enough room for all of them. i'm also going to do some stuff for my online class. alright.