you with the sad eyes. don't be discouraged.

the title has nothing to do with what im going to talk about. i'm just listening to glee. and now onto stuff that relates to the band concert in some way most likely.

i have a new life goal. be able to play the drums as well as Sam Hanson. i have more of a chance of becoming an international business woman. but you know. maybe that will be a college thing, learn how to play the drums. i'm sure my roommates will love me for that. for some reason out of all the instruments up there i liked the drums the best. sure you mostly are doing the same beat over and over but i like it. it's the heart of the music, keeping the beat. of course i liked the actual drum set the best, instead of those little drums that you hit with your hands. but the temple blocks and the other thingy which is like a xylophone but it's wooden. those were my favorite instruments. and the little things in the trombones/trumpet that Chris and the senior put in to make it sound weird. i liked those too. i have no idea what they are called but they are cool.

um abby you can fool me. i'm like a cat. but not really. but i know people. but i don't really. everyone thinks they know people but they they don't really. you can't know people if you don't know yourself and i don't know myself. not really. but let me continue. darn it. i'm forgetting exactly what she said but this is along the lines. "sometimes i can't believe Chris is single. just saying". you ain't just saying nothing. honest abby i do know that he is single and honestly i haven't ruled him out in my shopping. i don't know what you are thinking but you know how i roll. get to know the guy first before anything else. but you also know how that has gone, i don't know any guys. or have any guys as friends. and since i am still addressing you abby if you had said anything when Ryan was up doing his wonderful solo i would have murdered you. since maeve has very good ears.

so the high schoolers and middle schoolers did a very nice job with their music and all. but i was paying more attention to faces. what expression they have on their face when they are playing. or when they aren't playing and are waiting for their turn. little side conversations. tapping of the feet. i like watching them tap their feet to the beat. i especially like when they have on their black pants, white sneakers, and their pants are too short so you can see a bit of skin, and they are tapping their feet. today that was Jonny Forance. back in seventh grade when we got the in-school preview of band and such, i was watching him the whole time. i've grown up from him. i was watching a junior the whole time. well not the whole time. i tried to look at everyone at least once. there was the nice kid with the teal tie. and a whole bunch of people i could list. but there you go.

while i was watching the band play and abby was to my left, maeve to my right, and my mom to the right of her i had flash-forwards to the glee concert. i'm so excited for the glee concert. sooo excited. i don't even care that i will miss the Westhampton Memorial Parade and miss the band where i would actually have a chance of certain people seeing me. but you know glee is better.

a ton of people had the same lyrics as their status. and they were people that weren't even friends with each other so i had to go find the song. and i like it. so here are all the lyrics. after i say i might skip school on friday. with my mother's permission. she was the one who suggested it. i would love to do that. it's only a half day. a mental health day. we'll see.

can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now
can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now

yeah
i could use a dream or a genie or a wish
to go back to a place much simpler than this
cause after all the partyin and smashin and crashin
and all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
and all the pandemonium and all the madness
there comes a time where you fad into the blackness
and where you're staring at that phone in your lap
and you hoping but them people never call you back
but that's just how the story unfolds
you get another hand soon after you fold
and when your plans unravel
and they sayin what would you wish for
if you had one chance
so airplane airplane sorry i'm late
i'm on my way so don't close that gate
if i don't make that then i'll switch my flight
and i'll be right back at it by the end of the night

can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now
can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky
are like shotting stars
i could really use a wish right now

somebody take me back to the days
before this was a job, before i got paid
before it ever mattered what i had in my bank
yeah back when i was tryin to get into the subway
and back when i was rappin for the hell of it
but now a days we rappin to stay relevant
i'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes
then maybe yo maybe i'll go back to the days
before the poitics that we call the rap game
and back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape
and back before i tried to cover up my sland
but this is for the cada, what's up bobby ray
so i can get a wish to end the politics
and get back to the music that started this shit
so here i stand and then again i say
i'm hoping we can make some wishes outta airplanes

can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now
can we pretend that airplanes
in the night sky
are like shooting stars
i could really use a wish right now

that took me over five minutes to type all of that. i didn't copy and paste any of it. it's probably the longest lyrics i have ever hand typed. alright. time for bed. i have a Mrs. Schott math quiz tomorrow. it's really late 9:30. i was up to about 10:30 last night. wow. i'm really turning into a teenager.