i shouldn't be on here now?

why not? because i am worried for my health. okay that might be a bit of an exaggeration but you know. stupid facebook. it does things to your mind. you see pictures of people hanging out. status updates. it is all frustrating. maybe i should just delete mine. or maybe i should just get rid of all things electronic. like that would happen.

i am really quite tired. i'm at my aunt's house. tomorrow i'm getting my haircut. i have no idea what i am going to do. i have trouble making up my mind. like with everything. i will almost always give a neutral answer. if i give you a straight on answer it is because of two reasons a) i really mean it or b) i am just making up my mind so you won't get upset or whatever. make sense? but when i make a decision i normally stick with it. not to say that i don't have doubts because i do. i have a lot. all the time. about all sorts of things. i also regret a lot. maybe someday i won't as much. i have a lot to learn. i have a lot of growing to do. a lot of learning. jeez. i'm so young.

i like rest stops on the highway. you are surrounded by people who are all stopping on their journey. their journey that i don't have any idea what it is. there are all these people using the bathroom, getting something to eat, or just stretching their legs at the same place. they are all going somewhere by car - home, someplace far away, somewhere close. they all share something though, they decided to stop at a rest stop. i wish i could talk to all of them just to hear their story. especially that cute boy i saw there with his father. i wouldn't mind working at a rest area just so i could see all those different people past through. it's the same deal with the airport except even more so. i wouldn't mind just spending a day at an airport to people watch.

i really should go to sleep now. i started the last three paragraphs, including this one, with the letter "i" which is a strange letter with so much meaning. alright. tomorrow i might be going into the city after i get my haircut. ahhahhh.

i just got this error (4 now): "Conflicting edits

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it sort of scares me. i have gotten it before. but i never got it a while ago. has someone else gained access to my blog? can they see everything i write? it freaks me out. but that should be a sign to me that i shouldn't post such revealing stuff in my blog - right, like counting how many times i start a paragraph with "i" is revealing. anyways. i need sleep.