it just sort of registered in my mind.

that i'm in South America. so awesome. but you know that explains why we had to go through immigration and customs.

but yeah i'm here. i'm not really sure what i think about it yet. we have an awesome villa but it's weird having a housekeeper and security. as in our house keeper makes our bed and cooks for us. but we have to tell her what to cook and go grocery shopping with her. and she lives in the apartment below us. and her husband is security. yes security is a person. he makes sure we are save from six pm to six in the morning. so he just walks around and makes sure everything is okay. which is weird but it makes me feel safe at the same time. they are both very nice.

um. but the whole vacation thing you know. it's cool. but what is cooler is having people back home who care about you. and knowing that they have to care about you at some level because they text you the entire time you are waiting for the plane to take off, text you while you are walking around miami, text you when you are waiting for your bed to be set up in Miami, text you goodnight, tells you goodnight, then emails you, comes on facebook just to talk to you, emails you back even though you are talking on facebook. so yeah it's pretty nice.

yeah that started off with me talking about both Abby and Josh and then i sort of just was talking about Josh. but i appreciate it very much so from both of them. but i feel sort of bad over here just talking about my vacation. i want to hear about their life too. i don't know. it's still weird. i guess that is relating towards josh because abby and i are abby and i. but yeah. i think i am going to have to let go of this computer a little bit this vacation though. but i don't know what else to do. read. homework. relax. swim. go out and about. well the going out and about part i'll have no control over but everything else i do.

right now i think i am going to go to sleep. it's 10:34 this time and 9:34 at home time. and i'm tired. very tired. i was up at 6:30 home time this morning. and yeah. hopefully when i wake up i'll have an unread email.

i just realized that i don't get to say goodnight to him tonight. i am pretty sure ever since we started texting i've said goodnight to him before i went to sleep. is that weird? is it weird that i've texted him goodnight every night and that he has texted me back the same? is it weird that i would wait to get the goodnight text back before i went to sleep? is it weird that i even care that i'm not getting a goodnight text tonight?

and i stopped in the middle of "is it weird" rampage because i got an email and it was indeed from Josh. and it made me smile lots. and i think i am going to go to sleep now and not think about how things are weird. i am going to smile because that email made me happy. i'll send him an email back in the morning. alright. goodnight for real this time.

goodnight. (: