free download of the week on itunes = sick.

literally. it's by the band "Sick Puppies" and it's called "Maybe." my mother had mentioned that her and maeve had heard it on the radio and i meant to look them up but then they happened to be the free single of the week. so i downloaded it. and now look at these lyrics. good lord this is like...my song.

Maybe I'm a dreamer
Maybe I'm misunderstood
Maybe you're not seeing the side of me you should
Maybe I'm crazy
(Maybe I'm crazy)
Maybe I'm the only one
(Maybe I'm the only one)
Maybe I'm just out of touch
Maybe I've just had enough

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

Maybe it's hopeless
(Maybe it's hopeless)
Maybe I should just give up
(Maybe I should just give up)
What if I can't trust myself?
What if I just need some help?

Maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try

And maybe it's time to change
And leave it all behind
I've never been one to walk alone
I've always been scared to try
So why does it feel so wrong
To reach for something more
To wanna live a better life
What am I waiting for?
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change
'Cause nothing stays the same
Maybe it's time to change

so i love this song. so much. i'm going to put it on repeat right now. goodness. i feel like this song is straight from my brain. maybe even more so than taylor swift. i talk about this all the time. how i want to be different and show people the true side of me. what am i waiting for? you know. i've always been scared to try. god. this song is so right. instead of going to sleep i am going to look up the sick puppies on google. and listen to this song a few more times.