day nine.

so tired. and in a bad mood. i'm trying to write an essay and i can't think of what to write. i need three paragraphs and i don't never know one. and i have no information and it just sucks. and my horse was a jerk. and it's so late. and i am just gah. the only good part of the day was when i was with abby. i didn't want to leave, i just wanted to hang out there but the rest of my family wanted to leave. but i'll get to see abby but if i don't do my homework now then i'll have to do it tomorrow. gah. such a bad mood.

challenge one - day nine - best day of your life.
well not today. i can't even think of one. these are stupid questions. who has that one day that is the best ever? plus i don't want to have my best day of my life yet, i haven't been alive that long.

i wrote that a while ago. it's 6:25 now. since then i've had part of a breakdown, gave my mother her birthday presents, and tried to do some stuff on the computer. now i'm trying to decide if i want to go to the show tonight or just stay home and go to sleep. or do homework which i gave up on so i'll have to do it all tomorrow morning before abby comes over. in other words i'll have to write a whole essay tomorrow.

challenge two - day nine - Favorite meme at the moment?
What the heck is a "meme"?

Okay so i am not in the greatest mood. i'm trying to decide if i want to go out or not. but i don't think i have someone to go out with. or i go with katelyn and whatever friends she is bringing. and i just don't want to have to worry about anything. but i do. and it's 6:27. and i am so tired. and i am dreading this essay. gah. this sucks.