FOREVER ALONE.

the past...three nights i've spent on the computer reblogging things on tumblr. seriously. it's sad. actually make that more like five, because i think i did thursday and friday night too. cool. too cool.

actually no. it's not cool. i'm just you know...chillin. i have lots of new tumblr friends now. makes up for the lack of real life friends.

actually i am not too upset about this, for the only reason of wednesday. but at the same time i'm trying to not build it up too much because then i will be let down. so i am just going to go and try to have fun and that's it. you know.

this is a pointless post. i should get back to my pointless reblogging on tumblr. ehhh maybe. but i don't feel like posting this post yet.

oh go read this article. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/3917414/ns/dateline_nbc/
i'm too tired to explain what i think of it. it's only 9:26 but i've been up past 11 the last two nights because i've been on tumblr. >.< tumblr.

and right now the most entertaining thing is a joke that i saw a tumblr. "wanna hear a joke about pizza?" "sure" "nevermind, it's too cheesy" hahahahaha. i think it is hilarious. but yeah that's my life so lame.

i have 71 posts in my queue on tumblr currently. i mean come on. correction 74. just wait i'm sure that will increase. 75. 77. woohoo. hey i'm at 99 followers though. I HAVE 99 FRIENDS! THAT'S A LOT MORE THAN IN REAL LIFE.

sorry i'm a bit tired. i was planning on going to sleep early tonight but i shall not. yay for messed up sleeping patterns!

hmmmdeeehumm. i wonder if this blog will actually become famous. i would love to see it made into a book and shared with the world. what a book that would be. you get to see what i sound like when i'm overtired. you get to hear me whine and moan. you get to hear me be thoughtful. you get to read more about me than most people see about me ever. lucky ducks. well i guess by then this will all be useless stuff. it probably will never become famous or be published and then i'll look like a fool. ahah. but i won't, because no one will read this so i won't be able to look like a fool. see i got this whole thing down.

not really. so tired. going crazy. beep beep. my robot circit is breaking down. beep. oh. no. i wasn't beep supposed to say beepbeepbeep that. i'm going. beep.

hahaha that was funny in my head. probably not so funny to people who actually read it. ah. sorry i'm being so awful. i really should stop this post and go to bed. or bring my computer upstairs so i can take pictures of my outfit and then go to bed. ooo. second option. except i don't want to get out of this chair. so lazy. but so tired. ooo. i have 79 post in my tumblr queue. let's see how long that will last me if i post 50 posts every 24 hours. Wednesday at 1:28pm the last post will be posted. pretty darn good. YES I HAVE exactly 80 POSTS IN MY QUEUE. okay now i should go to sleep. i'm using caps too much.

maybe when i wake up in the morning i'll have 100 followers on tumblr and a friend to talk to on the interwebz. or i'll wake up with 98 followers and as lonely as ever.

goodness. it's 10:41pm. night.