it sort of just dawned on me.

it just dawned on me that the phrase "dawned on me" is really weird.

but i just realized that today i just got my first phone number from a boy and gave my number to a boy for the first time ever. that makes me smile. i'm growing up. hahaha. but still it is a very big accomplishment for me.

of course the only reason i got it could be because of Emily but hey you never know maybe he would have given it to me even if Emily wasn't there. either way I'm grateful.

maybe next time i go to the barn and Adam is there i'll get his too. tomorrow maybe?