third post today. you know it.

and i don't even have anything major to talk about. i'm just in a good mood. because i wasn't overwhelmed by homework and everything went right today. hopefully the rest of the weekend will as well. i wouldn't want it to go left.

but look at the quote of the day via blogger: "There are lots of ways of being miserable, but there's only one way of being comfortable, and that is to stop running round after happiness. If you make up your mind not to be happy there's no reason why you shouldn't have a fairly good time." – Edith Wharton (1862-1937)
i liked it. it made me think. it's like to be comfortable where you are then stop trying to be "happy". she takes it one step farther and says that if you decide not to be happy then hey you'll be comfortable all the time and "have a fairly good time". i think that is a good way to think about. stop trying to be happy and just accept what you have. then you'll be happy in a sense. got it?

like i should stop worrying about all the guys and other people and stop trying to get that happy life. partly because i am happy with my life currently but also because i should be happy. so good thing i am. i guess i will stop trying to get the better life. i don't know it actually don't really apply to me. whatever. i'm scattered minded or whatever. tired. yeah that.

someone made a guide on how to be your favorite glee characters for Halloween. too bad i don't have a party to go to and i don't go trick-or-treated. well i am going to a 4h party but i don't really want to do it for that party. yeah i don't know. i don't even know who i would be.

abby i can't believe you actually read this and enjoy it. actually i don't know if you enjoy reading this? i don't know if you like it when you visit my blog and see there are five posts you haven't read. maybe you're like "oh great now i have to read all of this just so i can know what is going on with molly". appologizes if that is the case but i'm not changinnngng. if it's not the case then i am glad that you like reading this.

i guess that would be the real test of if a guy really belongs with me. if he can endure this blog. like if he can read this and actually likes to read it and it makes me smile and go like "molly you are so amazing and awesome and wonderful and i can't believe you write such an amazing and awesome and wonderful blog" or something along those lines. but the thing is i can't show this blog to anyone. he has to endure tests before that. that last sentence sounds so bad like i'm going to "test" him. give him a set of obstacles to go through or a multiple choice test. question number one: if Molly is playing with her necklace what does that mean? a) she is bored with you b) she is nervous c) nothing d) it depends on the situation, what she is saying, and what is happening around her e) none of the above. and then if he gets a 90 or above he is deemed worthy. sorry but it doesn't work like that. not at all. it's more if we get along, or if we get on. like the Kate Nash song. after i'm done listening to this Glee song i'm going to go listen to that Kate Nash song. anyways. but i guess he does have to prove himself in a way. but he does that by being himself not by a series of multiple choice questions and open response. but hey that would make it a lot easier. give every guy in the world and whoever scores the best wins. but that wouldn't work because he would have to spend time with and be able to understand me and just get it. like he would see me playing with my necklace enough times that when that question came up he could give me a long explanation about it because he pays attention. or whatever. see this is just my mind going crazy because i'm tired and i'm lazy and don't want to get up and go to bed. no wonder i'm so tired every day, i just don't go to sleep. instead i waste time on this stupid blog. this whole giant paragraph is ridiculous.

but Charlie McDonnell's blog isn't ridiculous. his is wonderful.

OH I NEED TO LOOK UP MOVIE TIMES in case i actually get to go out on Saturday. let me write them all out here so it takes longer before i go to bed. and it's going slow so yay even more tired tomorrow. ladida it's not loading. well it is but it's going really slow. oh it's loaded. oh i clicked the wrong button. now i have to wait for it to go back and load again. which it just did. now i am going to press the correct button. okay the Social Network which would be a good choice if there are people joining Abby and I is at 4:20 and 7:15 for possible times. I would like the 4:20 showing time the best. Easy A which i would like to see if it was just Abby and I is at 4:25 and 7:30, again 4:20 being the ideal time. there is another movie out that i had never heard of before It's Kind of a Funny Story which is about a boy who goes to a mental hospital and the trailer looks pretty good and the ideal time that one is at 4:50. but the Social Network at 4:20 is still my top choice of a movie to see. i really just want to get out and do something fun. or really something not relating to horses or homework or my house. i want to get out of my house. and lately the only time i do that is to go to the barn. i want to put on some makeup because i'm going out. even if i don't see anyone i know other than abby who sees me when i look like a mess. actually she doesn't see me when i look like a mess as much as the barn people do because i really don't care what i look like when i go there.

okay now i need to sleep so i will have energy to do homework tomorrow so then i won't have as much to do on Saturday and i can go to the movies. alright. sounds wonderful.