i sent Taylor Mathews an email. now i'm freaking over what i said. what if i said something bad. would something different happen if i had said something different? i think i made it sound like i wanted him to come up here to visit during whole time and like Boston is not worth his time. but you know a day here and a day or two in Boston would be fine. but i didn't say that. but ah. i don't want it to sound like i'm some creepy stalker. but whatever. if he doesn't like the idea or whatever he doesn't have to respond or the worst that will happen is he will respond with some email saying "no way" and i'll be all sad and then i will continue on with my life and it won't really matter and i'll forget all about it.

but i really need to go to sleep now. it feels like it is midnight now.