i should be sleeping now. half an hour ago i said "if i open up my laptop i won't go to sleep for another half an hour" and bingo, Molly knows herself so well.

but i just had a few thoughts for you. last night i had a dream that Travis Clark was my math teacher, and I didn't have any shoes on, and he was some how teaching us math with the beats and notes of Say You Like Me. i was the only one who knew who he was. i thought of Aria and Mr. Fitz from Pretty Little Liars. and i couldn't remember his last name. i could only think of Travis Wall from All the Right Moves, have i mentioned that show yet? there is so much on this blog that i don't talk about...

and once again i can't wait until i am in my element, doing something i love, surrounded by my amazing friends. you see We the Kings and how they are all happy. and now Taylor Mathews went and did his music video shoot today. and the Olympians and how amazing they are. i kind of wish when i was young i picked one thing and really really went for it so i could be in the Olympics. i could actually still go to the Olympics in equestrians, there is a 71 year old competing from Japan. but then i should probably be going to a different college than Babson. maybe i'll have a change of heart in four years from now and focus only on riding. but i'll need to get the money from somewhere = successful business. only problem is that business will take up all my time and i won't have enough time to be become an Olympic athlete.

all these problems you have when you become an amazing person who does thing with her life...in your head. seeing as i did absolutely nothing today. except watch the olympics and wish i was them. and then dive a few times in my grampa's pool and pretend i was in the olympics. and then watch some Meg Kelley videos and wish i was an amazing singer like her (by the way, i think she might actually be 18, i still can't believe that she could be 16), jk her youtube account says she is 16. how the heck is she so gorgeous and grown up at 16? all i was at 16 was awkward and barely decent enough to look at. wait...that's what i look like now too.

i need to sleep. maybe i'll dream about Travis Clark again.