a girl's period is a gut-wrenching, soul-sucking, hope-destroying necessary of life. so much freaking pain. i am not going to get any sleep tonight. and i didn't get any last night either and it hadn't even started yet. not to mention just how gross it is. oh look, i just mentioned how gross it is. i hate it. and it's like taboo. you aren't supposed to talk about it. at least in my family. the only time it may be mentioned is if we need more pads or tampons. i have no idea when Maeve started her period and if Maura has started hers yet or not. honestly it is one of the worst things i have to go through every month, if not the worst. the only relief is it tells me i'm not pregnant, even though there is no possible way i could be pregnant. abstinence is the number one birth control, kids! guys should give girls more credit for getting through their stinking period. let's see. i flew to spain on my period in April. in May i went on an 8 hour road trip to Toronto and had a cough that made me go to the emergency room. at least when the guy asked if there was any chance i was pregnant before the x-ray i could say nope. then June? oh right, i had it in California for Vidcon! and then that brings us to now, and the next time i am graced with my period's appearance i will be in college.

oh yeah, i just wrote a whole paragraph about my period. woot, woot. breaking down walls...i guess. i am going to try to get some sleep now i guess. or at least start trying to fall asleep so maybe by the time i do fall asleep it might be before midnight. but last night i had a dream with Taylor Mathews it in, i can't remember details now, but it was still a good dream. maybe i'll have another nice dream again to make up for the pain i'll be in.

by the way 18 days.