hi Abby!
yeah I will probably end up going...I should check if I am doing anything and then put it on the calender so I don't forget...but I don't know how to get to her house soooo maybe we could go together, unless we end up carpooling with the boys instead. i don't know, i haven't even talked to josh about it yet...i should probably text him back now so he doesn't think i died.

but yeah college is going to be hard. we bring it up and my mom starts tearing up...and i know my dad isn't going to be happy either. i almost started crying last night too. because we sort of know that once i leave i'm not longer their baby little girl. i'm not going to come back after college. i'll come for the vacations if i'm not off working or intering or studying someplace else for the summer/winter. but once i graduate, i'm not planning on living back at home. they aren't going to be there looking over me anymore. i won't have to ask for their permission. i can just do whatever. i will finally have to start making decisions.

but i also remembered that it won't be just living the life...we'll still have school. and i know i will have a crapload of work. hopefully i haven't forgotten how to write an essay! and i feel like i should be worrying about my FME business, i need an idea! if i get an idea now i can already start working on it! but that's other stuff...

and orientation will be awesome. i can't wait. really. i am not going to get any sleep the night before, and then i get to spend all night in Target.

another weird thing is i won't be sharing experiences with the same people i did with high school for 6 years...and the people who i see at the barn and around Westhampton, they will no longer be part of my daily life. i might see them on facebook but that doesn't really count. i am going to be surrounded by so many new people that i'm going to have to feel out. that is going to be so awesome.

ahhh college. good times. i hope.

and oh i'm likely to achieve positions of authority ;)
"Purple: Purples are highly individual, fastidious, witty and sensitive, with a strong desire to be unique and different. Temperamental, expansive and artistic, a Purple person may become aloof and sarcastic when misunderstood. If you chose Purple, you tend to be unconventional, tolerant and dignified, likely to achieve positions of authority."

and i'll probably post later again...it's only 8 somehow