two and a half years. countless miles. five vet checks. thousands of dollars. for what? one horse.
first was AJ. he actually made it to the barn then after taking off on me twice, one of which i fell off, then he was gone.
vet check on Vanessa, but the vet said she was older than what they said so we didn't buy her.
Pride. had him for a year and a half. things never got better. they got worse.
then we had Wylie at the barn for a week but he was lame.
and now we have Dolly. and i firmly believe she is the reason why none of the other horses worked out. we just get along so well together. like today i was leading her down the aisle and i hear someone behind me so i turned my head to look and she turns her head the same time. and just riding around i can leave her alone how i like to ride horses and she's so laid back and fabulous. i just really hopes she stays this way and that she is good at the show tomorrow. did i tell you that the vet said the only reason why this horse wouldn't win at a show is because of the rider. which is freaking good. that means the horse is perfect and i just have to be perfect and we'll be wracking up those championships.

i'm trying to find the motivation to do something because i am going to have absolutely no time to do anything. but i can't find it. oh well.