happy happy.

i wasn't going to write a blog post today because i didn't want to, but i also don't want to go to sleep, even though i'm tired.

my life has just been lovely lately. and now that i'm saying that it probably won't be. i have an absolutely fabulous boyfriend. i have an absolutely amazing horse. and i have given up caring about anything at school. research paper? ehh, who cares. history project? whatever. spanish test tomorrow? ehhh. chemistry problems? not feeling those. SATs? no big deal. i have 20 days then i'm done. i'm not going to worry about anything. i'll do what i want to do and not stress about it. maybe that's not the mind set i should have if i want to keep my grades up, but i don't care right now. so whatever.

and i'm so tired. but i don't care about that either. in 21 days i can sleep as late as i want. just get through these 21 days.

alright now i'm about to fall asleep at my computer so i guess it's time i head up to bed.

i don't get to take a shower because of the thunder storms and tornados and stuff and i ain't waking up early so everyone will just have to deal with me smelling like horses. sorrrry but i don't care at all.