i always hate saying goodnight. i feel like i should be saying something else to him. but i don't know what so instead i sort of stare at the phone and have this feeling in my belly. ah. i just don't want to stop talking to him. and i feel like i should be telling him all the time how much i like him and how much i like talking to him and how grateful i am that he talks to me at all, but you can't just text that all before you go to sleep. sometimes i try to slip something like that in. like last night when i said "in case you forgot, i like you sorta a lot" just because whenever i say goodnight i feel like i should be saying something more but i don't know what. so now i'm going to go figure out something to say tonight then go to sleep.

goodnight.