i feel like i need to do an interesting post.

i can't think of what though. darn it.

a list of some kind?

or i could talk about how i was the worst rider at my lesson today and it made me feel pretty bad. of course i have probably been riding the least about of years but it's hard when everyone is the same age as you and you aren't as good as them. gahh.

but that's now that i want to talk about. darn it. why can i think of something good to write about?

i didn't do any IDSs today because i didn't want to. Abby will get to see me do those tomorrow.

"here we go again. i kind of wanna be more than friends." that's the song i'm listening to. Animal by Neon Trees. i like it.

this is so pointless. why can't i be more interesting? i feel so socially awkward at school, at the barn, at home, and on the internet. did you notice that all of those started with "at" except for the last one that started with "on".

i need...something but i don't know what.

how about a car? tomorrow. tomorrow will be the day i get a car or i don't get a car. yayyy. yep this is the same girl that was freaking out about driving the other day. but after i drove that day i felt more confident. i would go driving right now if i wasn't about to go to bed. so i'm feeling a lot better about it than i was.

i need to end this post. that's what i need.