Dear Taylor Mathews,

Dear Taylor Mathews,
How are you doing? What have you been spending your life doing now? Who knows when you will actually read this but I'm treating this as an actual letter to you. I know that you will read this eventually. Years from now but you will read this. Okay? Okay. When I first saw you perform on America's Got Talent it made me smile. It still makes me smile every time I listen to you sing that song. I immediately when to my computer to look you up. I can't remember what I found out then but now I'm a fan of your fan page, I am your friend on facebook, and I subscribed to you on youtube. I have listened to your song "The Chase" a whole bunch on your website. I can not wait for you to release it once you have 10,000 fans on facebook. As I am writing this there are 7,921 who are part of your group. How many are there now? Anyways. The main reason I am writing this is because I feel bad that I didn't vote on Tuesday. I swear those 100 votes or so that I could have given might have sent you over the edge. At the same time if you won then you would become this huge AGT icon and not just Taylor Mathews who I used to send facebook messages with. I wish I never stopped that. Remember when I drilled you with questions like ketchup or mustard? It was supposed to be a give-take sort of thing so I stopped when you never asked any questions. I almost forgot about that myself. You are just amazing though. Or awesome. Do you know what that word really means? It means "creates awe" and awe is a sense of wonder and amazing with a little bit of fear. While you aren't scary you are this person who is able to connect to so many people through music. Isn't that a bit scary? Well not really but I can't think of how to explain it. It's late now. When I finish this letter I am going to sleep. I just saw that you have a blog. It's on wordpress but I am going to find a way so it notifies me every time you post. I just read them and what you talk about boggles my mind. I am too tired now to fully grasp it. I am going to read it all again tomorrow and then comment so maybe when you read this you actually know who I am. Or maybe I'll write another letter and actually send it into the mail to you but then I will probably just sound silly or stupid. I am not some inspirational story. I'm just an average "fan girl". It's not like I can create a story for myself just because it would bring attention to myself. I need to stop rambling. I better be seeing you on tour at Foxwoods. Family time at the casino thank you very much. Now I really need to sleep. But thank you Taylor Mathews and hopefully I actually get to meet you one day. And when I say meet I don't mean a quick "TAYLOR! CAN WE HAVE A PICTURE!" "oh sure" -click- "thank you!" and then we watch you run away with only a picture left. Yeah no. I mean actually talk to you away from millions of other screaming fans. But who knows if that will happen. And if it does I probably won't know what to say. Anyways. Good night.
From,
Molly
[i finished writing this at 8:57]