i don't know where to start. maybe with the obvious. abby's boyfriend, colin is thinking about suicide. and i think i made it worse. and i hate myself for that. i told my mom and showed it to her. i think that helped a bit. not that we did anything but i didn't have to carry that all by myself. but still. gah. it is hard. i don't know what else to right other than the fact that today has not been a good day and i barely even know this kid. i am going to shut up now. i just wanted to make a note of this so when i look back on it maybe i can remember this feeling and such. it's asdfjkl;asdfjkl;asdfjkla;sdjfkldajgoiaergjdilfj now i will shut up before i make it even worse.
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