okay so i was going to go see the fray with Corey but then she had to babysit...i was thinking about asking my friend Joy and then Erin had a friend Michael who was staying here and he was super excited that i was going to see them so i was thinking about asking him too. but then Zach texted me responding to something i had texted him earlier and said that we should do something this weekend...so i was like do you like the fray? so Zach ended up coming with me. Erin kept saying it was a date...but it clearly was not a date. plus Zach and I get along but we don't really hit it off. i forgot what it is like to just really get along with someone. i got a bit of that with Michael this weekend, he brought me to Taco Bell...or I guess I drove so i brought him there and he bought me some tacos...and then we talked afterwards and stuff and it was easier to talk to him. i don't know, maybe i'll just an awkward soul and can't talk to people. because being with Zach isn't like when i'm with my friends and it is just easy. i don't know.

but i was wondering if i would hear something from Abby since i gave her $45 but nothing. and i won't dare look at her tumblr or anything. even though i'm really curious. and now talking about this makes me really want to check. okay yeah i'm going to. nothing. maybe she didn't even see yet. i really need to forgot i even did that and move on. it's pretty easy to do since i am surrounded by different people and i'm pretty busy. but isn't it crazy that i used to be best friends with her and there are posts on here about how close we were and all...and now i am giving her $45 on a whim and wondering what she is thinking and yeah it's just so strange.

my roommate Erin is going back home for 10 days tomorrow...i'm going to miss her but she really needs a break. she gets so wrapped up in other people and lets them stress her out. so it will be good for her to have a break. but i will be back having to fend for myself to find things to do...oh wait, no! Corey will be moving in actually because she got kicked out of her house...so i am super pumped for her to be here! she is leaving in 2 weeks though so i will miss her a lot after she leaves but at least i will be able to see her as much as i can before since i'll be living with her!

i wish Michael was staying longer because i like him and that's the first time i've made friends so quickly. but it is what it is. maybe i'll make some more new friends before i leave...if not i am happy with the friends i have. they are awesome. i am going to have a lot of thank you cards to send.

but it's 1am so i should probably go to sleep even though i really don't want to...just one of those nights where i don't want to sleep even though i'm tired. gaaaaaaah.