do you see a theme?

that's what happens when you happen to be a teenage girl with something somewhat biggish that could become big is happening to her. can you make sense of all those versions of "happen"?

anyways it's been a week since Donder died. it's been a week and a day since i said anything to Adam other than "hi" or "no problem"/"sorry" when we had paper passing problems in history. i would always pass them back to him or he would pass them up to me. yeppp. i was too afraid to talk to him then. just send anyone i'm too afraid to talk to to the barn and we will be all set.

and what annoys me a lot is every time he comes online on facebook chat i can't leave my screen until he is offline again. in the off case that he decides to chat me up. he hasn't yet. still hoping. still hoping for that post on my facebook wall too. still hoping he asks for my number. just hoping.

i have a horse show tomorrow. there is a good chance that it will be a good show. we will see how it goes though.

i have to wake up at 5:45am tomorrow. yessssss.

oh by the way mollyisjustmyname.tumblr.com i think i will not be changing that URL for a while. i found one i like.

so tomorrow is another day. then there is another. and another. they are unknown and we can only hope.

goodness. my brain is getting all mushy like the brownie i just ate. time for sleep. or to watch iCarly.