so i debated not even writing a blog about this because it is such a huge topic. but here i am.

this was an emotional roller coaster. i'm big on sleep and i didn't get much so that just make me even more over the top. i kind of wish we could have just jumped to the concert then jumped back. the worst part: getting the trivia question wrong. -_- seriously. that sucked so much. i panicked under the pressure. whatever. the whole pre-show party wasn't too great. the only good part was winning the raffle, too bad i didn't win the t-shirt that was signed. the other low part was nearly falling asleep outside of the London hotel for two seconds of seeing them. I hope they saw when I waved as they drove away in their Diva car.

but the concert was soooo amazing. Radio City Music Hall itself is amazing. it is so huge. 20,000 people? and the actually concert was aahahahahhh. we were so close. we were so lucky we got seats that close. we were literally 5 normal sized steps away from the stage, three rows back. you could see their faces so well. I could see Cory Monteith's sweat on his face. Oh my goodness. and I could see the Jonathan Groff spitting as he sang with Lea. ohhhhh. it was so great. they all looked exactly the same as they do on tv and it was just fabulous.

we waited outside from 11:30 to 3 for them to arrive and when they did they just walked right in then they came out for a brief signature session. Maeve and Abby were up front but i had to leave them because i nearly passed out. but when they came out for signatures they blocked off the road and i was able to get up front there and Kevin/Artie wished me a happy birthday! woohoo! and he signed my sister's shirt and Dijon signed mine and Puck almost signed mine but then the security guard took him away.

so i have a new reason to become a very successful businesswoman. so when i wait outside for hours to see someone they will actually stop and talk to me. so i won't be just a face in the crowd. so i will be someone worth stopping for. i'm a human just like the glee cast yet people will wait outside for hours just to see a glimpse of their face for two seconds, me included. they will pay hundreds of dollars to just see them perform. i waited outside their hotel for hours and they didn't even look at me. so one day that is going to change. one day i am going to become so successful that i will arrange a meeting with them and they will treat me like an equal, not just some fan. too bad our society has it set up like this so i will never be able to have the opportunity unless i "become somebody" but don't worry that will happen.

in case i forget the glee cast (i would never!) here they are (in no particular order): Cory Monteith, Lea Michele, Kevin McHale, Dianna Agron, Chris Colfer, Jessalyn Gilsig, Jane Lynch, Jayma Mays, Matthew Morrison, Amber Riley, Mark Salling, Jenna Ushkowitz, Naya Rivera, Heather Morris, Harry Shum, Jr., Dijon Talton, and Jonathan Groff.

so there you go. now back to my everyday life like Sunday night never happened.