i just watched undercover boss and that's what i want to be able to do, give back to everyone. to the employees, to people who need some money, or just help out. ahhh i want to have that feeling of giving a lot to people.

i'm also excited for christmas now thanks to my mom. i wasn't excited until my mom hinted that i am getting something for Christmas involving Taylor Mathews. apparently i am going to be taken care of. it's probably something involving the 30th. and my mom said that i owe her. so now i'm just excited to find out what it is, she said i'll find out on Christmas. ahhh hopefully it is something really good and not awkward that i'll be super excited for. i'm already super excited though.

and i finished all my christmas shopping today so i'm happy now. ahh the christmas spirit is coming now.

i'm also proud of myself for surviving the crazy mall on the weekend before christmas and the highway! wooo! i'm awesome. i'm also sick though, which sucks, hopefully i'll be better by Christmas, or at least by the concert. ahhh i'm so excited for the concert again. the concert...woooo!