and also Abby fucking posted on the senior group page. she cares enough to congratulate everyone on whatever the fuck they are doing in their lives - graduating college, having babies, getting married, Fucking being alive - but she doesn't care enough about me to talk to me or give a damn about my life. so fuck you, you're fat and been with the same fucking guy since 7th grade, and dropped out of high school and now i am crying because i want to feel like i am better than you but i'm not and i really just want to talk to you. or talk to josh. but i can't. because you both hate me. and now i'm sobbing again. what have i done where i have no friends. i pushed them all away. great job molly, great fucking job.