i want to talk to Abby. but she's not on. i want to go over her house and get away from this house but it's only thursday. i won't my parents to be home but they won't be until monday night.

now maeve is crying in front of the camera and we are ruining their vacation. great. just wonderful. why did they even have to leave? couldn't they have just stayed? don't they get it? we sort of need them to function.

and those vocab tests i have tomorrow? not studying for those. i'll just fail. wonderful. this sucks. sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks.

at least i have two parents even if they are in a different country. i should stop complaining. i'm just a stupid teenager. i hate it. i hate how my emotions can just run all over the place and i can't control them. Maura isn't crying but i am. great.