we had a big negotiation in our negotiation class today and I did very poorly and I am trying not to think about it and let it tear me apart. so I am writing about it here so now I can let it go. it's not that big of a deal. but it is annoying because I know I could have done better. very frustrating. especially where I can see the points where I went wrong. fuck.

i'm exhausted. this is going to be a tougher semester than expected. I shouldn't have taken ADE, but we will see how that goes.

i'm babysitting currently, I really just want to sleep. i'm so tired.

I guess that's all. bye.