i'm sort of mad at myself.

yesterday i didn't get to ride my horse because our 4H club ran our horse show then i went to a concert. so i woke up at 6 am and went to bed at 1 am. then i woke up at 11am ish. i was so tired and i am even more tired now.

then i rode my horse. we put a new bit on him. and it was very windy out. i was nervous riding him because of the wind and he was walking faster than he did yesterday and then someone came in with a younger horse to lunge him. and we were still walking when he spooked at something near the door which was closed. and he almost ran into the horse on the lunge line and while i almost fell off i managed to get him to stop then i jumped off. and i was completely shaken up. i was crying.

then my mother walked him around 

and i never finished this because i had to finish homework and right now i am exhausted. it is 8pm. night!