this is a familiar situation. it's saturday night and i'm at home and i'm bored. i hope all those people at Avarie's party right now are having fun. cause i'm not. i already did some homework tonight and i don't want to do anything else and i'm not in the mood to edit my novel and my family has taken over the computer watching some show i don't want to watch and i actually don't want to be on the computer but i'm here.

shut up molly stop complaining. think about everyone else who is off so much worse than you. like those people in Haiti. or those women in certain countries who always have to be escorted by a man or cant show their face and are treated like dirt.

i'm extremely lucky and i take everything for granted. someone needs to take it all away from me. i don't deserve it.