i am upset. very upset. my parents are going on a trip. NEXT WEEK. they just told us now. they are going to Mexico. we are going to be left at home. i hate it. you don't realize how much my family depends on my parents. we may look and act independent but we aren't. i sort of feel like crying. i'm actually trying hard not to. this sucks. sucks. sucks. sucks. sucks. sucks. that isn't helping me not cry. i think i am going to talk to abby now.