quick updates:

1. I quit my internship
2. James and I have kissed a lot in hidden places we have found in the city
3. I'm planning trips to Germany and Italy currently
4. Ellie messaged me today in typical all-about-her-and-her-problems-and-how-much-I-hurting-her fashion
5. I've been in a bit of a slump this week but I am okay now because I had a good evening with James
6. I went to Grandma's grave and house and cried
7. Evelyn and Lauren call James my boyfriend
8. I told Maeve about him
9. I'm still feeling kind of lost and like I don't know what I'm doing but I'm trying to be okay with that