okay so i went out to ONE tower last night with Lily, Vivian, Roxy, and Leandra. and i had a lot of fun. we were just dancing in a sweaty crowd of people. and i pushed around but i don't know why but it was fun. and i got asked twice by two different guys to dance with. i should have said yes to the first guy since he was a freshman as well and was pretty cute. but i thrown off guard and was mentally unprepared. the second guy wasn't as cute so that was an easy. but whatever. live and learn right? it was fun though, going out tomorrow night. party hard. which means pretend like you are drunk so you have more fun. but i really just wanted to write that out because it keeps bothering me that i should have said yes. i should have just danced and had fun. but you know being as twice gives me hope that i am actually attractive and i will find another boyfriend some day you know. anyways. back to work.