it felt like a tease. like this is what it could be like if Derek was here all the time. but you are actually only going to get to see him a few a hours and then he is going to leave before you really even have a chance to really talk or hang out or do anything...

I can't fall asleep and that sentence came in my head and seemed to sum it up pretty well.

I don't know why I am still awake. I first tried to go to sleep an hour ago. ahhhhhhhhhh.