I just tried to read some of my posts from 2009 and I was so annoying and I couldn't read it. so I realized this will never become a book. which is sad. but who would want to read all of this? i'll just keep it for me. maybe i'll share it will people eventually. it is just so close to me and holds so much. including a lot of me complaining and being annoying.

I promise i'm not that annoying in person. or at least I hope I wasn't/am not.