you want to know something funny? i was looking through old blog posts and in May of 2010 i was talking about some senior at HRHS and i don't remember him at all.

and omg i was just scrolling through that post and i included lyrics from a song Michael Castro sang and guess who i saw at church?! yes! Michael Castro! no, i didn't say anything to him. that would have been awkward. maybe if i go to church and see him again i will. but wow, i didn't realize i was listening to his songs and knew him for that long.

i just tried to find this "Daniel McCarthy" or whoever on FB and i couldn't sooo i will never remember who he is...i mean it is vaguely familiar but that is only because i read some of the blog posts about him.

yuck in may 2011 i was with josh. but it was also when i first got dolly so that was a plus because she is still in my life. someone is leasing her now though which is good so she will have someone to ride her!

may 2012 i am saying how perfect josh is and i was gearing up for graduation. as much as i am kind of bitter and not really upset but just sort of ehhehh about the whole josh thing. i really did like him and i do miss him. it was his birthday the other day and i didn't wish him happy birthday. i don't know we just have separate lives now. i wonder if he is still the same josh though. i haven't seen him for over a year. i really think i need a new love interest in my life. i got nothing. come on nashville, what are you doing?! bring me the cute, nice boys.

awkward i just read may 2013 and i talked about josh's birthday. well here's two years in a row. and wow just reading this stuff about my life. it is amazing how things have changed and panned out. and the fact in a year i'll be looking back on this and i will have different thoughts on it and i will know how everything worked out.

now i should really sleep. but here is today's quote of the day:

You see, but you do not observe. –Arthur Conan Doyle (1859-1930)