like sometimes life just hits you.

like when your grampa dies while you are in the middle of new york city in times square.

and while you are driving home the VMAs are on and all everyone is talking about on twitter are these celebrities and your family is just breaking apart a little bit more.

like i'm freaking done with the whole internet and celebrity thing. i'm done lusting, yearning, whatever the correct word is, over celebrities who i'll always just be a fan to.

i'm taking a break from social media.

now i'm going to curl up in my bed and cry and sleep. i'll talk about this more tomorrow i'm sure.