is it bad that i don't really want josh to come over? i just don't want to have to deal with another human being. i just want to do what i want to do without worrying about him. plus i'm going to have to make-out with him which i don't really feel like and i'm just so tired and all i want to do is lay around and go on my laptop which i can't do when josh is over. great. this is starting to be a normal feeling.