i just realized i didn't bring home my history book and i was planning on doing some TCN. i am just going to have to do a lot tomorrow. gah. i don't want to. and i also forgot my science stuff so i had to stop at school and get it. luckily the doors were open, unluckily there was a cheer something going on. so i had to go past some cheerleaders and i tried the doors down by the boy's locker room and it was locked. it was then that Monica called out and said "Hi Molly!" so I just said "Hi Monica!" then moved on to the door on the other side near the girl's locker room, passing the cheerleaders again. luckily those were open so i went to my locker got my stuff then left. yeah. too bad i didn't realize that i didn't have my history book. i still think i brought it home. now it is annoying me. i swear i brought it home...darn it now this is going to bother me all night and i am going to be all nervous. but at least i don't need it tomorrow during class...but i do need it to finish that TCN. blah.
i am tired. it is 8:05. if that said 9:05 i would be in bed. i want some ice cream but i think i need to post some more.
i have the most amazing friends. i am going to go through each one just because i can.
Abby. she is my twin. i have known her since 7th grade, the longest other than the people i went to elementary school with. she is amazing. no lie. today she asked if she did something to annoy me. i'm gonna quote her since it just proves what an amazing friend she is. "hey molly. can i ask you something?" "yes you may." "diid i do something to bother you?" "no why?" then it went on and she just showed her concern for me. i was like - what kind of friend would ask something like that? the best kind you could have. i don't know what i would do without Abby. it stinks that i can barely see her at all during the day but we make it and we are going to make it through high school together. i know it.
Katelyn. another amazing child even if she doesn't realize it. she made me a wonderful movie today. i loveeedddd it. i've been friends with her since sometime in 8th grade thanks to Ms. Streker's lovely Spanish class. i still don't know exactly how it happened. i am trying to remember but i can't. all i know is that now we are amazing friends. thanks to her i now have AIM and we survive ichat together. we have many inside jokes...IN COLOR & NEIGHHH so yeah. i love her. i love all of my friends. (:
Stephanie. i don't see her that much during the day but science and history are the best times. i miss our old seats in a way but i love that Abby is closer to us now in history. science is the best, i give her such a hard time but we just have so much fun. like doing the questions for the wrong chapter. i swear that Lisa thinks i am from a different planet in that class but i love it all the same. Stephanie has her list and together we just tell each other advice and we survive.
now i would like to mention that i may have said something in someone's description that i realized after could also go on someone else's but i don't feel like going back and editing them because i have more i would like to talk about and i still want my ice cream and i want to go to bed a reasonable hour and i need to take a shower. plus it will be strange if i am typing non-stop for 30 minutes.
what next? riding? eh. i guess a bit. Laura taught us again today - did I already talk about that? I can't remember. but i rode Pharley he was okay, not perfect but we figured it out...sort of. i like it when Laura teaches us because we do different things then when Carolyn teaches us and i think it just improves my riding even more. you know how i fell off the other day? i am still trying to get over it. it really hits hard, not physically, sometimes. i know that everyone falls off but it does something to your confidence. now i don't have it in the back of my mind as much when i ride. but i know that it will probably still be there until i get on Kiwi and canter her. that day i know i am going to be extremely nervous seeing as i already am just thinking about it. i have a horse show on sunday. i better get this falling off thing off my mind. like now.
there are a few things i don't understand but do at the same time. people being afraid of horses is one. that one i can get more than the second one. they are big horses and some can be very scary but you have to surround yourself with the non-scary ones. like our wonderful Murray. and the horses i ride. you just have to show them who is boss. they are animals yet i think they are the animals that are the most complicated and require the most things and such. i mean you don't see anyone riding any other animal as much as a horse...
the second thing is when people don't try. they just give up. umm...do they not think about their future at all? and not even thinking about that - do you want to fail? if you do your homework, listen in class, and try then you aren't going to fail - if you apply it to school. it could be applied to almost any aspect of life. so i don't get it at all when people don't try or when the fail a class. i know that it can happen and everyone has that one class where they have that bad grade or that bad day where everything goes wrong. but i don't understand failing almost class - that says something. so those "cool" kids who seem to be proud with failing, or make it seem like that, yeah that is a no go with me.
now i am drawing a blank and now i thought of something.
well you know how i am an office aid and all? well today we got to deliver things of munchkins to each of the team leaders in 7th and 8th grade. they weren't expecting it so they were like "who is this from?" it was great. it was a random act of kindness that just made me smile. i should do more of those. i did one for Katelyn once by having my dad order some buffalo wings and have them delivered to their store. i paid for them. she got them even though she had already eaten and i thought that she hadn't but either way it was wonderful. she was like "did you send me those?" for a while i was nervous like i wasn't sure if she would be mad. but afterwards it was worth it. so i should do more things like that. i just have to get my nerve up and do it - since the munchkins thing wasn't even my idea, i was just the deliver.
wow. i have been typing the blog for about 20 minutes and i am very tired. i think i should stop because i know if i keep typing i will think of something else to type about. GAH i just remembered the history book thing. hopefully i just left it at school. what if i left it on the ground in front of my locker? then what? now i am just getting all worked up. i need some ice cream. and i need to go to bed.
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