hi. i am so tired and kind of in a bad mood so if anything comes off badly in this post, you know why.

so i got distracted and now i don't feel like posing anything.

but Josh is absolutely amazing. thank the Lord that he was at regionals with me all weekend. well practically all weekend. i probably would have freaked out more than once if he wasn't there just holding my hand. i don't have the words to say how great he is and how grateful i am to have him. i'm so lucky.