avoiding doing homework.

i just don't want to do it. so i'm procrastinating. i don't even have anything to say. sorry. this is boring.

i went to the parade this morning which was nice. then the barn was fabulous because my horse is absolutely perfect. we just have to work on our canter transitions but she is so good. she isn't freaked out by anything. she has a great headset and she's so comfortable and responsive and she just stays on the cross-ties and we are going to kick butt this summer. as long as she only improves from now.

alright, i really should do homework. really don't want to.

random pet peeve.

when people correct other people's spelling, especially on facebook. i must admit i used to do it but now i think it is annoying and rude. they made a mistake, big deal. no need to comment with the little * and then the correct spelling. give them a break.

everything went right today.

I have a horse now. Well I haven't bought her yet, but we have her on a week trial. After a few tries getting her on the trailer she got on fine. And when she got to the barn she was so mellow and fine. And I rode her and she was great. And she didn't care that she had to wait on the cross ties until Dvora was done with her horse. And she didn't care when the next door neighbors set off a fire cracker. And seriously she was so good.

And everything went lovely at the Rivards house too. I could just hang out there and listen to Nicole tell us stories all day. I just loved having Josh's arms wrapped around me. I could have fallen asleep in his arms easily. So easily. New life goal. Seeing as my last one has already been accomplished. see April 21st. that took me exactly a month to accomplish.

Alright now I should go to sleep that way when I go to the memorial day parade I won't fall asleep.

the stupid stomach thingy,

he can still do it with one text message.

i'm going to get to go hang out with his family tomorrow. i'm super excited. tomorrow should be fabulous. i get a horse and i get to hang out with my boyfriend.

still getting used to that terminology. but still so excited. i can't tell you how excited i am through this computer.

i think that's all i have to say. i had a super duper lazy day tomorrow, minus the horse judging. umm. oh. if i do go to the memorial day parade on monday and i do see josh tomorrow like i'm planning and we are both at school all week, then in the first 14 days of dating i will have seen him all but 2 days. and if i ask him if he wants to come to the auction and that works out then turn that 14 days into 15. preeeeetty good. but i'm getting ahead of myself.

right now i just want to see him tomorrow.

my eyes are going to fall out.

last night i slept with my contacts in. i'm supposed to take them out every night. i completely forgot to last night. probably around 11:30 i went upstairs to get ready for sleep. i did my normal bathroom stuff, i just never even thought to take out my contacts. and i was texting josh before i fell asleep and it never occurred to me that it was strange that i could see while i was lying in bed. then i woke up in the morning and i was like my eyes hurt and are hard to open, so i thought that i would get dressed first and then put my contacts in and that's when i realized that they were already in. so i took them out and put on my glasses. and my eyes are been tired like all day. well that could be because i went to sleep past midnight then woke up at 6:45 so. but i've been wearing my glasses all day and i look so weird. i think i look better with my contacts.

i'm so tired. i had horse judging practice today which went fine. i'm not doing anything for the rest of the day. my family is going to the pool but i just don't want to do that. so i'll stay home and watch tv and lounge around and do absolutely nothing.

so Josh came over today. and I think it went fairly well. yeah. he came over and first we walked around outside and then played with my dad's iPad and then Maeve and my mom got home and we set up the badminton net and played that and then had dinner and then we went for a walk with Finn and then we played a version of Spoons and then we went to Mt. Toms.

it was only partially awkward at some points but nothing went really wrong. which is fabulous. really fabulous. i haven't really heard any of my family's opinions or Josh's but I'll get those later. but it was very nice.

what was nicer was when we went to go get ice cream and i just got to relax in josh's arms for a bit, i would have been happy if I could have just fallen asleep in his arms. now abby i'm going to get into details that i probably wouldn't have told you, but since you happen to read this, you get to know. but when we went back out to the parking lot I sent maura to the car and walked to the other side of Josh's car and we made out. yep. no big deal. tongue and everything. it was actually kind of gross. but nice at the same time. i was waiting for some sort of emotion to be like exploding from me but that didn't really happen. which is kind of worrying. but at the same time i'm not too worried. but right now i would rather be making out with him. or hugging him. or just kissing him. or just being with him. but i told him not to follow me home.

but yeah i like that kid. i like him a lot.

Hey, happy birthday.

I should have kept track of how many times I told Josh happy birthday today. It was a lot. But this is the only day that I can say it to him! Well, I could say it every other day but it wouldn't work cause it won't be his birthday. I hope he had a nice day at school though. And I hope he likes his gifts, I'll text him later asking him.

Yeah today I was supposed to talk to him about the stuff that I wrote about yesterday but when I had the chance it seemed so irrelevant by then. It didn't seem like a problem anymore and like it would be pointless bringing it up now.

So I'm happy now. We'll see how tomorrow goes. I think it should be good. I trust that my family won't be stupid. If they are then I will punch them.

I'm trying to think of something else to say but today just went well. I don't have anything to complain about. That's weird. I always have something. Nope. Don't wanna go there. I just wanna stay happy.