hi. so my life has been kind of fun lately.

so my sisters and i had entered into a 30 second video contest through a radio station we listen to. and we won! woo! sure there was only one other entry, but we won. so we got two tickets to the iTV Fest, a limo there, and our video showed at the award's gala.

okay so that didn't really happen. we got two tickets but Maeve or Maura couldn't come with me because they had to be over 18. so i went with Emma, which was just as well. and the limo was actually a town car, not an actual limo. and they didn't show our video at the award's gala. it's okay though, Emma and I enjoyed ourselves and it just got me thinking about what we could do with film, you know? it was pretty cool.

but this Babson Equestrian Team is in full swing. i was there last monday, friday, saturday, sunday, and i'll be there tomorrow and tuesday. woot woot. and out of all those days i rode twice. but even though it's a lot of work i'm excited. like it's actually starting to come together. so we will see how it works.

what else? oh right i'm supposed to video chat with Taylor on Tuesday so i can talk about my business. and i'm nervous. i talked to my professor about it, which was nervous enough, but if he said it was a bad idea there was a pretty high chance that i was going to do it anyways. plus i knew he would just tell me to go for it. (which he did and he seemed to like it) but if Taylor doesn't like it then basically there goes the whole idea because i'm pretty much relying on him. if he doesn't do it then i don't have that kind of connection to any other musician really to get them on board without much proof. if i have Taylor then i will be able to show his situations and stuff to other people. ahh. i really want it to work out. i am sure Taylor will be nice but being nice is different from actually doing it and such. and then i have to get a website. i better get cracking on that too. ahh, should i figure out what i'm going to say to Taylor or just wing it?! i don't knowwww. omg. and do i go to the library to talk to him or stay in my room?! i don't know. hyperventilating and it's in two days. i'm going to be a mess. and it's not until 9:30pm so it's going to be like a whole day of waiting.

and it's 9 now and i'm exhausted. i'm going to be falling asleep while talking to Taylor Mathews. what is my life coming to.

umm i feel like i don't really have anything else to say. and i feel like i should go do something productive. i just remembered homework that i have to do but now i'm too tired to do anything. i'll do it tomorrow after the barn. and i'm going to run tomorrow. even though i'm already so freaking sore from my riding lessons.

i think i'll plan out what i'm going to say to Taylor a bit and then think about video ideas. sounds like a grand idea. i think i need two laptops for this.