i have never been more worried or anxious in my life.
i don't even know how to describe it.
i don't think i would be able to handle not getting into a school.
i can barely handle the suspense now.
Roger Williams called and i didn't answer. i didn't know it was them at the time. now i just keep breaking down crying cause i don't even know. the uncertainties and worries are driving me crazy. and they called home and Maeve didn't answer and didn't get the phone to my mom in time.
i'm seriously going to rip out my hair.
i hate this so much.