only 10 more posts until 1,000

this is the 990th. if all is correct.
i let josh read my blog. for like 20 minutes while i was in the shower. hi josh, assuming i let you read more. he just read from about January to May. which is a lot. and today when i asked him what he thought about it he didn't tell me! we started talking about something else instead. so he needs to tell me, but now he's sleeping. or will be shortly.

but we went to the fair today. which was interesting. but i was reminded why i don't like rides. like even if i didn't get sick on that last one, the rides were just like why did we do that again? but yeah, on the ride i thought i would be fine on, i wasn't. that was a close one. but i've figured out my body pretty well so i know how to handle stuff and that one got better quickly, and i knew i was fine. so abby and josh who are reading this, stop worrying, and stop being sorry. i'll tell you when you need to hold me up in order for me to walk.

i don't know, i wish that hadn't happened but it's whatever. i'm used to stuff like that happening so it's no big deal. i'm fine. seriously.

now i don't know what else to write. i feel like i should be writing more. but i don't know. i guess i should just go to sleep. but i really feel like i should be saying more. whatever.

so today was the first day of school. and i could probably easily say that it was the best first day of school ever. maybe. as far as first days of schools go. and this was my last first day of high school. so yeah. it went well. it should be a good year. hopefully. if it isn't then at least i had a good first day. i'm not going to go through my whole day cause i just went through the whole thing with josh sooooo i don't feel like repeating myself.

that's all. i'm still considering letting josh read this. considering it. still thinking. we'll see. if i do, then hi josh! (:

hiii (:
tomorrow's the first day of school. bring it on. i'm so ready. well some more summer might be kind of nice but school probably won't be too bad either.
i don't know, i just feel like everything is so lovely now and while i'm a bit nervous that school will change that, i don't think it really will. i have that school figured out. like what side of the stairs to walk on so you don't get sun in your eyes.
and riding? i just survived boot camp and did well, i'm feeling really confident now.
and the friends i really care about are still there. while i haven't talked to abby recently, i know she's not just going to leave cause i haven't been able to see her recently. unlike katelyn who complains on her blog all the time about how she has no friends. oh really? and then dana is wonderful, the more time i spend with her at the barn, the closer i get to her. yesterday we just talked for like a half an hour. and then when we left she said that she loves me, which i said back. i can really only say that to two people outside of my family comfortably, Abby and now Dana. and my horse. but still it kind of startled me when Dana said it. maybe it's just cause i've sort of been thinking of those three words recently. but it doesn't mean the same thing when let's say Abby says it to me and when she says it to Colin. those silly three words can mean so many different things. but i'm not going to get into it. i kind of want to, but i'm sort of reluctant. so i'll just leave it.
i'm up kind of early, i wanted to sleep longer but Finn woke me up and I couldn't fall back asleep. I'll just go to bed early tonight. I still need to go get school stuff like notebooks, i have a bag and a pencil case, just nothing to put into that bag or case. and my room's a mess so i sort of have to put all my clothes away. but it's early so i still have plenty of time. i also have to find my phone charger cause that's missing and my phone's dead.
i've been listening to the song Hold by Superchick on repeat while I wrote this. yay.

just found out that my boyfriend and best friend are going to be on a cruise for my 18th birthday.
rock on.

so china and hong kong were cool.

hi. i missed you.
thank goodness Hong Kong allows access to facebook, youtube, and blogger.
now i'm going to go watch a bunch of youtube videos.
and i got into pottermore.
i'm in hufflepuff. which i'm kind of disappointed about. i kind of wanted ravenclaw. but oh well.
but yeahahahhah.

i just got suddenly really tired. i shouldn't be tired already. i have to be up until one in the morning.

i'm kind of nervous. and i don't want to write about this anymore. i'm too tired.