hiii (:
tomorrow's the first day of school. bring it on. i'm so ready. well some more summer might be kind of nice but school probably won't be too bad either.
i don't know, i just feel like everything is so lovely now and while i'm a bit nervous that school will change that, i don't think it really will. i have that school figured out. like what side of the stairs to walk on so you don't get sun in your eyes.
and riding? i just survived boot camp and did well, i'm feeling really confident now.
and the friends i really care about are still there. while i haven't talked to abby recently, i know she's not just going to leave cause i haven't been able to see her recently. unlike katelyn who complains on her blog all the time about how she has no friends. oh really? and then dana is wonderful, the more time i spend with her at the barn, the closer i get to her. yesterday we just talked for like a half an hour. and then when we left she said that she loves me, which i said back. i can really only say that to two people outside of my family comfortably, Abby and now Dana. and my horse. but still it kind of startled me when Dana said it. maybe it's just cause i've sort of been thinking of those three words recently. but it doesn't mean the same thing when let's say Abby says it to me and when she says it to Colin. those silly three words can mean so many different things. but i'm not going to get into it. i kind of want to, but i'm sort of reluctant. so i'll just leave it.
i'm up kind of early, i wanted to sleep longer but Finn woke me up and I couldn't fall back asleep. I'll just go to bed early tonight. I still need to go get school stuff like notebooks, i have a bag and a pencil case, just nothing to put into that bag or case. and my room's a mess so i sort of have to put all my clothes away. but it's early so i still have plenty of time. i also have to find my phone charger cause that's missing and my phone's dead.
i've been listening to the song Hold by Superchick on repeat while I wrote this. yay.